Missing

It's been a while since I saw OOD*.
Even though I'm no less accepting of the situation between us than when it began, I'm beginning to wonder if my reticence is being misinterpreted as disinterest. This has happened before.
I would be thinking that things were fine between myself and the current boyfriend, and we would be having dinner or drinks, then I'd suddenly realize that he looked a bit despondent, and then he'd say that I must not care for him because I hadn't been in touch, and I'd be wondering why he didn't appreciate a girlfriend that wasn't interested in calling him six times a day or dragging him to the mall every weekend.
Perhaps it's simply a post-shaolin libido spike that has me thinking in this fashion. I think OOD knows that I like him, even at the distance we chose to maintain, and the infrequency of our meetings. I still fantasize about his hands on my face, his teeth on my thighs. How well he kisses me. How well he fucks me. Just writing this induces wetness.
But I still suspect I am not particularly savvy when it comes to What Men Are Thinking. Perhaps I'm making too many assumptions. Maybe OOD wants to hear more than the occasional mon grande choux.

