Entries from December 1, 2006 - December 31, 2006

Thursday
Dec212006

Twilight Express, Chapters Two-Four

(This is a new, expanded version of the second chapter; the original was published here in November. It has not changed as far as storyline goes, but I have expanded it considerably. I was advised that parts of the story weren't dirty enough, which was a fair observation.)

Chapter Two: Shinichi

He looked at his watch. Shinichi’s station was just over two hours away, but he was determined to not fall victim to karoshi, death from overwork. He decided to have a drink in the salon car. He turned off his laptop, gathered up his overcoat and briefcase, and made his way through the narrow corridor past the sleeper cars. Since the tourist season was over and it was mid-week, all but one of the sleepers were unoccupied.

When he arrived at the salon car, Shinichi could not believe his luck.

At first he found it hard to believe that the lone foreigner at the last table was the same one he'd first seen over a month ago. She was dressed in a knee-length skirt and silk blouse, with her dark red hair loose around her shoulders. But she looked up at him, and her clear green eyes confirmed her identity. She half-rose, nodded politely and sat down, tucking her pleated skirt under her thighs carefully. He sat down at the next table, slowly exhaled. Forgetting all sense of decorum, he watched her slowly turn the pages of her newspaper.

Shinichi had first seen the redhaired gaijin several weeks ago at a cocktail party in Osaka. The party had been held in the luxury hotel next to his office building.

His banker friend, Hitoshi Miyahara, had invited him earlier in the day after meeting him in the elevator. They were discussing the building’s rent increases, plotting how they might minimize their own, when Shinichi first spotted the foreigner.

He had watched her from across the room as she politely bowed when introduced, presenting her business card in exchange for others’ cards. She had been careful to dress conservatively in a dark blue skirt suit and white blouse. It was soon obvious that although she was young, she was remarkably well versed in local etiquette. She never made foreigners' mistakes like laughing loudly or insisting on shaking hands.

As he studied her, he realized that she wasn’t a conventional beauty at all. She was fashionably thin but unfashionably pale. Her delicate mouth was not quite even; the lower lip fuller than the upper one. She had only partially succeeded in arranging her thick auburn hair in a loose French twist. But it didn’t matter, didn’t matter to him at all. He began wondering how he might be introduced.

Suddenly she looked directly at him from across the room, as if she had literally felt his gaze upon her. Her clear green eyes studied him for several seconds before she returned to her conversation.

Now Shinichi was determined to meet her. He began to think how he could ask Hitoshi to introduce him, as he was sure she worked for his company. Simply walking up to her would be considered rude. But then a colleague of Hitoshi's joined them, and it took Shinichi several minutes to escape.

Still trying to think of a businesslike lie that would result in an introduction, he looked up, searching for her in the crowd. She was gone.

Shinichi excused himself, walked quickly to the front door, looked around the hotel’s plaza, searching the crowds of rush hour pedestrians. There was no sign of the foreigner. He stared at the pavement, angry at himself for missing the opportunity.

The next day he found himself at his drafting board, unable to concentrate on work. Instead he kept staring out of the window at the sidewalk below, half-hoping he would spot her among the pedestrians. Finally he closed the blinds.

During the next weeks, Shinichi kept telling himself that his attraction for the woman was nothing more than curiosity. He had never felt a particular desire for a foreigner. But he continued to think of strategies to find her while working at his drafting board or sitting in meetings.

Chapter Three: After Hours

When working late, Shinichi sometimes found himself fantasizing about seducing the young gaijin in the private domain of his office.

In his favorite scenario, she would visit his office after receiving a forged note from Hitoshi (the real author being the cunning Shinichi) asking her to visit him after work Friday to offer her professional assistance.

He imagined her taking a seat in front of his oak desk, an oversized antique he had brought from England. She was wearing a suit with a shorter skirt than she’d worn at the cocktail party, expensive hosiery that showed off her legs, black Dior heels.

“May I ask what I can do for you?” she asked, obviously wondering why an architect would consult a financial researcher. “I’m afraid Mr. Miyahara didn’t go into details.”

“I’m not 100% sure,” Shinichi said, leaning back in his leather chair, enjoying his first inspection of his prey up close. She was smaller, prettier, with a shy demeanor that suggested she hadn’t much experience with men.

“Hitoshi thinks you might be able to help me set up a better billing system.”

“It’s not my specialty, but I can take a look.”

There was a knock on Shinichi’s office door. His office manager said that she was the last to leave, so she would lock the front door behind her.

The foreigner realized that they were alone. She looked at Shinichi, only to realize that he was looking at her at a rather un-businesslike manner. She buttoned up her jacket. Shinichi pulled up his billing system software on his laptop and offered his chair to his visitor.

“Here. Sit down and take a look at what we’re running. Maybe you’ll see some ways we can improve the monthly reports.”

She moved behind his desk and sat down, dwarfed by his large leather executive’s chair. Shinichi stood behind her, watching as she scrolled through the entries and eventually began making notes. He realized she was wearing his favorite perfume.

He leaned over the back of the chair to watch her. “You smell delightful,” he said. “Is that Miss Dior?” She nodded but said nothing.

After looking through the billing reports, she said that the client breakdowns could be more detailed, but that the overall system seemed more than adequate.

She rose to go, only to have Shinichi gently push her back down in the chair. She looked up, confused. Was he simply being polite? If so, it was in a most un-Japanese way.

“Hitoshi mentioned you’ve been putting in a lot of hours. Please join me in a drink. It’s Friday, you know. Hopefully you’re not having to work tomorrow.”

She hesitated. “I’ll have a very small whatever you’re having.”

He poured two single malts, hers only slightly smaller than his, as he read through her notes. She tasted her drink, approved, took a slow sip.

“Thank you so much for coming by. I can see why Hitoshi suggested your taking a look at the system.”

“You’re welcome, sir,” she said. He was amused by her formality.

“You must let me return the favor somehow. You’re looking quite stressed.”

He reached down from behind the chair and began to massage her shoulders, inwardly celebrating that he was finally touching her, even through layers of clothing. At first she froze, but she eventually leaned back in the chair, eyes closed. She had beautiful long eyelashes. Suddenly he stopped.

“Thank you for the massage. It was very kind of you,” she whispered.

She stood to go, but he stepped in front of her.

“Take off your jacket, please,” he said, politely but firmly.

Her eyes widened. She tried to think of a polite way to reject his request, but was stymied by the situation. How could she question her employer’s best friend? She put her almost-finished drink on the desk, slowly pulled off her jacket, laid it on top of her briefcase.

Shinichi suddenly picked her up and sat her on his desk. She held on to the desk’s edge facing him, her expression a mixture of surprise and alarm. She then tried to pull her skirt down with little success.

He tilted her face upwards towards his own, one hand under her chin. “You’re one of the most enticing young women I’ve ever had the privilege to meet.”

She blushed pink, said nothing.

“I would have never thought Hitoshi to be a matchmaker,” he lied. “He mentioned to me just last week that he thought we might - well - get along.”

Although she was beginning to realize her initial doubts about the meeting were justified, she was at a loss as to what to do, especially as she found Shinichi rather attractive.

He reached down and unbuttoned the two top buttons of her shirt. Her pale skin felt wonderfully smooth under his rough fingers. He could feel the pulse in her neck beating as quickly as a bird’s. Holding her by the hair, he kissed her gently until he felt her begin to respond.

It was the signal he’d been waiting for. He was through with talking. He eased her down on her back, moving quickly so she wouldn’t have time to resist. She lay still, wide-eyed and confused, a little dizzy from the scotch.

The sight of the redhaired young woman lying across his desk, ready to be sacrificed to his desires, was all the encouragement he needed. Standing in front of her, he pushed her knees apart and positioned himself between them. Realizing she was trapped, she closed her eyes, heart racing.

He slid his hands slowly up her thighs, pushing her skirt up inch by inch. He was pleased to discover that her stockings were held up by wide lace bands. Eventually he felt the warmth of her soft inner thighs, then the thin layer of silk covering her nether regions. He realized she was trembling.

He gently touched her through the silk panties, hearing her sharp intake of breath. He began to pull them down. But then he stopped, took a pair of scissors and carefully cut them off instead.

As he slowly ran one finger over and then inside her, he felt as if he’d won a coveted prize. Her delicate pubic hair was baby-soft, only slightly darker than the auburn hair that had first caught his eye. Her silky wetness had a just-washed smell, but with enough of the familiar scent.

He began rubbing her tiny pink clit with rough fingers, watching her react. Soon she was no longer the reserved young woman of an hour ago. Instead, she was turning into a delectable, cock-hungry bitch in heat, arching her back on his desk, hair disheveled.

He took his hand away and leaned over her, his face above hers. She looked up at him, breathing in shallow gasps, her eyes dilated.

“Do you want me to continue?”

She nodded.

“Do you want me to fuck you?”

She only hesitated a second. “Yes,” she stammered.

“Will you do anything I ask?” he said.

“Y-y-y-es. As long as I know how.”

He softened, touched her cheek. “Don’t worry about that, dear.”

He helped her off the desk. She stood wavering in front of him, slightly drunk with clothes askew, a far cry from the proper young executive of an hour ago.

“On your knees, please.”

She slowly sank to the floor in front of him as he sat down.

“Do you know what to do?”

“I think I know what you want …”. She left the sentence unfinished.

“What do you think I want?” he whispered.

She reached over, fumbled with his trousers and finally freed his cock, which was already begging for her attention. Her touch was wonderfully gentle and unhurried as she worked him into her mouth inch by inch. Shinichi leaned back in the chair as she alternately tongued and sucked him, sometimes sliding his length into her throat for a tantalizing few seconds. Now he was the near-helpless one, he thought. If she was a novice cocksucker, she was an extremely fast learner.

Although he was tempted to let her continue, the thought of fucking her on his desk gradually won out as the greater temptation. He reluctantly pulled out of her mouth and returned her to the desk.

Holding her legs wide open, he teased her for a long minute, rubbing himself against her as she squirmed helplessly. He heard her whimper as he finally began to penetrate. Watching her expression change with every inch of cock, listening to her quickened breathing was every bit as erotic as feeling her slick wetness close around him.

He began pumping inside her slowly, increasing his pace until he realized the force of his body was pushing her across the desk and away from him. She hadn’t been able to hold on to the desk’s edge any longer.

“Wrap your legs around my waist, quickly,” he whispered.

Leaning over, he put her arms around his neck, then lifted her from the desk. She was even lighter than he had imagined. He sat down in the chair, moving her legs apart so her knees were on either side of him. She fit perfectly.

Holding her by the hips, he began forcing her down the length of his cock. He unhooked her bra, sucking her already-erect nipples, her green eyes looking into his own. She leaned over and kissed him deeply as she rode him.

Shinichi felt his cock harden even more, suddenly unable to control his need. He shoved himself deep inside her as he came, his eyes closed, fingers digging into her slender hips.

Shinichi’s only problem with his fantasies about the foreigner is that he could never see himself ending the rendezvous, even though he didn’t even know her name. It made him feel more foolish than ever.

***************

After weeks of fantasizing, Shinichi decided to call Hitoshi's company and ask for the foreigner, thinking he could bluff his way through any interrogation. But a new receptionist politely told him there were no foreigners currently employed in the Osaka office. He put the phone down slowly, feeling despondent.

The only option left was to ask Hitoshi about her. While he knew Hitoshi would not condemn him - after all, he would certainly have been instrumental in hiring a foreigner - he would realize that Shinichi's interest in her was not professional. So he kept postponing his enquiry, not wishing to embarrass his friend.

He need not have worried. Three weeks later, he entered the salon car of the Twilight Express and found her there, almost as if she had been patiently waiting for his arrival.

Sunday
Dec172006

Pain and death and writer's block

No, it's not as bad as it sounds. I recently began taking shaolin kungfu classes, and yesterday was brutal compared to the previous class. My triceps and thigh muscles are really unhappy, to the point to where just walking up stairs is pretty ouchy.

Also I rediscovered one of my favorite books, Chronicle of a Death Foretold. So I sat around the house and re-read it instead of doing stuff I should have been doing.

Last but not least, I'm not sure where to take Twilight Express...any suggestions?

Monday
Dec112006

Twilight Express, Chap. 15: Post-confession

This chapter last revised December 14, 2006.

The harvest moon had risen when Shinichi awoke. It was around 2:00 a.m. and the temperature in the bedroom had returned to normal. He pulled a blanket over both of them.

Leaning on one elbow, he looked down at his lover and wondered how the reality could be so much better than his month of fantasies. He brushed the hair from the side of her face. Even though she had been asleep for over two hours, her pale skin was still pink from earlier in the evening.

“I’ll always protect you,” he whispered.

As she lay with one arm outstretched, he noticed a bluish oval mark on her wrist. He put on his glasses and turned on the bedside light for a closer look, realizing that the mark was actually a bruise. He carefully lifted her arm, only to find more, smaller bruises.

The arm’s owner awoke. “What’s wrong? I didn’t wake you, did I?”

He shook his head and kissed the marks his fingers had left on her wrist. She inspected it, realized what he had found. “I wonder when those happened,” she said, with no anger in her voice.

“I … I think I know,” Shinichi said. “I’m so sorry.”

She looked at him. “I think I know too.” She closed her eyes and stretched like a sleepy cat before rolling over to face him. “I didn’t feel a thing - at least not anything like you hurting me. Quite the opposite, you may have noticed.”

Before they had returned home from the park, he had planned to make love to her in a way that would prove the depth of his feelings, without concern for his own pleasure. He imagined caressing the tender nape of her neck, massaging her bare shoulders before exploring her with his fingers and tongue.

Eventually he realized that Melina had reacted to his confession at the park in several ways. One result was an increased emotional bravery. Although still presenting her sex to him in a submissive fashion, she was no longer too intimidated to look him in the eye or voice her emotions. It was if she had lost any residual fear of intimacy.

Eventually she ended up under Shinichi, her arms above her as she held onto the headboard to steady herself. Her auburn hair had spread itself in waves across the white linen sheets as he drove himself into her. She had looked up at him, whispered that she would always be his, nobody else’s. His reaction had been to reach for her wrists, holding her down while he forcefully sealed the bargain, his eyes burning into her own.

******************

Earlier in the afternoon, they had stayed at the park for another half-hour, kissing madly like teenagers when they had the park to themselves and talking about their discovery of each other when not alone. Although he was elated that he was not alone in love, Shinichi eventually felt compelled to ask how her interest in him had evolved.

“At first I liked your hands, then your eyes,” she began. “After that, it took me a while to get used to the idea that you could actually be a boyfriend candidate.”

She explained that ever since her arrival in Japan, she had been so busy and stressed that romance had never entered her mind. Plus, she believed that that office affairs were equivalent to career suicide.

But her explanation still wasn’t enough. He had always wondered what had tipped the situation in his favor. Why had she eventually trusted him enough to accept his invitation to his home?

She was silent for a few seconds.

“It was after we’d played cards for a while,” she said. “It was kind of a test, and you passed.”

“How did I pass if I didn’t win?”

She explained that she felt that a person’s true character surfaced during competition. It didn’t really matter what type of game they played; his reactions to winning or losing would have been equally indicative of his inner self if they were playing golf or Monopoly.

“If you had lost your temper because you were losing at cards, I would have stayed on the train,” she admitted. “The way I see it, anyone who gets angry over a meaningless game is not going to cope well when a real problem shows up. And they always do, sooner or later.”

He thought about her hypothesis. She had a point.

“It’s just as well I didn’t catch you cheating, my love,” he said.

She looked up, wary; he kissed her to show he was kidding.

“Listen, my firefly. By the time we were playing cards, I would have let you take all my money, even if I’d known you were cheating. And I would have thanked you for spending the time with me.”

She blushed pink, trying to hide her face between her hands. It was the first time he’d seen her blush; something he looked forward to causing again, although he expected it would be a challenge.

They stopped at the nearby sushi bar for an early dinner, both knowing that dinner would most probably be forgotten once they returned to the house. They said little as they ate, trying not to look publicly love-struck. Shinichi found himself feeding Melina when nobody was looking. Simply watching her open her mouth to take the sushi from his fingers was, in itself, an erotic sight.

Once back at the house, Melina had gone to hang up her new clothes before joining Shinichi in the kitchen for tea. They had stood in the kitchen for several minutes, talking about future weekends together, before Melina realized that neither of them had turned on the burner.

Tea was never served.

When they had first returned to the house, Shinichi had hurriedly turned the central heat up above the normal setting so Melina wouldn’t be cold. Not realizing that he had set the thermostat well into the 80s, the bedroom had quickly turned into a near-tropical environment. But neither cared; instead, it intensified their desire as if they were in a private jungle.

Melina found herself mapping the outlines of his heavily muscled worker’s physique, committing them to memory. The sweat brought the symmetry of his tanned shoulders and chest into glazed relief as she rode him slowly and deliberately, their fingers interlaced as he guided her.

A damp sheen had appeared on her own body, her hair in wet strands on her forehead. Shinichi could faintly smell her wetness as it gradually spread to her inner thighs.

He lifted her off his drenched cock and turned her on her back. He leaned over, licked a single drop of sweat off each nipple before slowly running his mouth down the length of her belly. She felt his mustache brush against her clit as he tasted her gently at first, then deeply, luxuriating in her clean salty taste.

He spread her thighs wide, carefully slid his tongue just inside her for a few seconds. He felt her fingers lightly touching his hair as he slowly traced upwards, savoring her wetness, and found the tiny, delicate mound waiting.

Monday
Dec112006

Next chapter and some red hair trivia

I'm 90% done with the next chapter of Twilight Express, so look for it later today or tomorrow.

In the meantime, here's some red hair trivia. I've always enjoyed having red hair. Well, it's a very dark red, what Clairol would call Dark Auburn or Mahogany (a friend of mine dyes her hair an identical color). But whatever.

I did a snoop through Wikipedia and found this, so being lazy I copied and pasted it here.

Myths and stories related to red hair

* The Biblical mark of Cain is thought by some to have been red hair. Esau's entire body is supposed to have been covered with red hair. Also Judas Iscariot is sometimes supposed to have been redheaded. King David is also known for having red hair.

* Early artistic representations of Mary Magdalene usually depict her as having long flowing red hair, although a description of her hair color was never mentioned in the Bible, and it is possible the color is an effect caused by pigment degradation in the ancient paint. This myth is used as a plot device in the book and movie The Da Vinci Code.

* Ancient Egyptians associated both red-haired humans and red-colored animals with the god Set, considering them to be favored by the powerful and temperamental deity. Several pharaohs associated with Set are described as being redheaded.

* In The Illuminatus! Trilogy, green-eyed redheads are said to be the favorite cohorts of Devil. (Uh oh ... I have green eyes)

* In both the Iliad and the Odyssey, the Greek king Menelaus is repeatedly described as having red hair.

* Ancient Roman descriptions of the Picts describe almost all of them as being redheaded.

* The famous Viking explorer, Erik the Red, was known for his red hair.

* The Sherlock Holmes story "The Red-Headed League" (1891) was a favourite of its author, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, and included a sub-plot revolving around a pseudo-society restricted to redheads.

* The 1840 comic play Der Talisman by Johann Nestroy is about prejudice against redheads.

* According to English legend, King Arthur had long red hair. Many Arthurian myths end with the promise of his return in Britain's hour of need. Important British figures like Queen Elizabeth I and Sir Winston Churchill, both redheads, are said to be the fulfillment of this legend.

* Jonathan Swift satirizes redhead stereotypes in part four of Gulliver's Travels, A Voyage to the Country of the Houyhnhnms, when he writes that: "It is observed that the red-haired of both sexes are more libidinous and mischievous than the rest, whom yet they much exceed in strength and activity." Swift goes on to write that: "...neither was the hair of this brute [a Yahoo] of a red color (which might have been some excuse for an appetite a little irregular) but black as a sloe..."

* The Girl With Red Hair. Hannie Schaft: Jannetje Johanna (Jo) Schaft (16 September 1920 – 17 April 1945), was a Dutch communist resistance fighter during World War II. Her nickname was "The girl with the red hair" (in Dutch Het meisje met het rode haar, also the title of a film about her). Her secret name in the resistance movement was Hannie.

Thursday
Dec072006

Shinichi Chiba on IFC this weekend

Ladies and gentlemen, program your Tivos ... or just stay up late like I always do on Friday evenings.

The Independent Film Channel (IFC) is showing the second film of the Yakuza Papers series, Deadly Fight in Hiroshima, Friday night at around 11:00 pm or midnight, depending on what time zone you're in. The film is re-run early Saturday morning.

Rumour has it that Sonny Chiba's performance is one of the best of his career. The brilliant Bunta Sagawara is back from the first film, Battles Without Honour and Humanity. And thankfully these films are subtitled instead of dubbed.

More here at the IFC Web site.